Fun Little Giveaway!

A sweet friend gave us a fun thing last week to give away on our blog hoping to raise the last little bit to bring our munchkin home.  I can't believe that this time next week we will be in route to see him, hold him, and bring him home!

We have an Insignia Digital Picture Frame.  It is black with a wide format and the screen is 7".  It retails for $79.99.  The resolution is 480x234 and has 128 MB of internal memory.

If you would like to get in on this giveaway, you can enter by donating $5.  For every $5, we will enter your name once into a random drawing.  Be sure to email me!  And you can give on the chip in on our blog OR by clicking on Ivan's pic on the right hand sideabar (scroll down) thru RR.

Since we are leaving in less than a week, the drawing will be on Thurs. night so that I am able to mail it on Fri. before we leave.

Here is a pic:

Thanks for considering!  And btw...thank you to whomever gave today thru RR!  That was a very sweet surprise tonight!

Travel News!!!!

I can still remember receiving the email last December from our soon to be adoption agency outlining all of the many documents that were needed to adopt from Ivan's country and region, not to mention the hours of online courses and books to read.  Only hours before I had gotten another similar email from our homestudy agency.  The feeling was completely overwhelming.  I remember thinking (and probably saying out loud), "how will we ever do this? I don't know how we will get all this done!"  I wasn't even considering the money in that moment.

Little by little we chipped away at it.  We hung our only picture of Ivan in the kitchen with check off lists and celebrated everytime something else was completed.  Step by step, we did it!  And now here we are, 9 months later.

Yesterday morning, I laid in bed debating whether or not to check my email.  Finally, at 6:45am, I logged on and the tears came.  I read aloud to Derek that we had a date, an official court date and time. 

We will stand before a judge in less than 2 weeks on Sep. 6 at 10am (1am here) asking permission for Ivan to be our son forever! 

Because of time change and needing to be there to see him before court the day before, we will leave here on Sep. 3!  That is 1 week from this Sat.!!!!  Can we say that complete freaking out is totally called for?!?  We have so many things to do.  My head is swimming with the details...childcare, meals, last minute purchases (pack n play, sling, etc.), gathering donations for his baby house, apostilling extra documents, confirming airfare, details of travel, and on and on.  Only by the grace of God!!!!

Thank you all for praying with us and rejoicing with us during this time!  Ivan Samuel coming into our family is happening because many many people stepped in and made it happen...a beautiful picture of sacrifice and obedience.  Thank you just doesn't do it!  Just.So.Grateful.

We can't wait for you all to meet him!  Right now, we are estimating that we will return on Sep. 14th.  We would love to see as many of you at the airport as possible.  I can't even believe we are at this part of our journey!  We will keep everyone updated on our return information.

And because many of you have asked, our adoption t shirts are getting picked up tomorrow!  I am so excited to see them.  Also, we think that we are about $2000 away from being fully funded (we sold our car and that really helped, YAY!)...talk about a big God that we serve.  It may seem like a lot to come up with in 2 weeks, but last Dec. I had no clue how we were going to come up with $30k plus!  I can't even believe that we are almost there...so close!  Our chip in is still open and this is important, if you want to give tax-deductible, our family page through Reece's Rainbow will only allow donations until he is home.  Once home, we move to a different page and donating to our grant is not possible.

Finally, some of you have asked to help with donations for the baby house.  Leaving many children behind will probably be one of the hardest parts of this final trip.  What a beautiful thing it would be to leave them with many requested items!

Here is the list:

***Tyenol (generic is fine....need children's and infants)

***Ibuprofen (again generic is fine...children's and infants)

***Diaper Creme

***Hydrocortisone 1%

***Teething Medicine

***Pedialyte (they make a powder now that is mixed with water, obviously the bottles are too heavy)

***Cothing and Shoes

***Monetary donations for diapers (a large box that we would buy here between $25-30 is $50 + there)

Anything that you can donate will be such a blessing and I will be glad to pick it up.  If you go to church with us, this will be our last Sunday before we leave.  We are trying to figure out a good spot to drop off.

Thank you all for being on this journey with us.  It has been a wild ride and God has shown himself to be so true and so faithful!  May He continue to be glorified over and over and over again in all of the details!

Guess we'll have to wait...

no news today and considering it is after 1 am there, I can safely assume that our facilitator has put her sweet little head to rest.

Oh well!  I keep thinking that maybe the person that is coming to look at our car tomorrow will buy it and we will have a car sold AND a travel date all in one day!!!

My mind has truly been a battlefield today!  The enemy has really tried pressing in, but God is good and I have focused on other things and had to choose to trust Him. 

Here is looking forward to the possibility of tomorrow!

This little pumpkin sure is worth the wait!  Father, please keep him well!

Please Pray With Us Tonight!

Absolutely longing to hold this child again!

Friends!

We need you prayers!  Our son and other children in his baby house need your prayers!

Our son's country is ahead of us by 9 hours...clock is on the right hand sidebar.  So tonight as we are sleeping, our facilitator (incredible woman) will meet with the judge that we will soon stand before and ask permission for a court date so that we may ask permission to bring Ivan Samuel into his forever family!

Will you please pray that we have favor with this judge?  Specifically:

 ***Pray that we will not have to submit any more paperwork!  We have spent a little over $600 in document prep. and mailing in the last month or so. 

***Pray that our court date will be soon!!  From the very beginning, we have begged that God would allow him to be home for his 2nd birthday which is Sep. 28th!

***This is a BIG one!!!  Please please please pray that Ivan's region will waive our 10 day waiting period, drastically reducing the time we are in country.  That means so much if we don't have the 10 day waiting period...expenses, logistics with children at home, travel with Ivan Samuel, me being in country by myself, paying for childcare while I am away for 3 weeks, and on and on... Plus, I won't lie, I am a little scared to be there by myself for that long.

***Pray that our adoption swings the door WIDE open to more adoptions of children with special needs and of course with Down Syndrome in his region.  Pray that God is glorified and magnified in our decision to adopt Ivan Samuel and that people will see HIS hands all over us and this story of redemption. 

***And please pray the judges heart will be soft towards us and families coming behind us in the same journey.

I can't tell you what your prayers mean and we will post as soon as we get word....oh Lord, please let that be tomorrow.  Until we hear, we will attempt to rest in His perfect timing!

A Name For Our Son!!...and T-Shirts Unveiled!

For many many months you have all known our son as Ivan.  We have grown to love him as Ivan.  Our hope and prayer was that there was some special reason that he was named Ivan.  Oh how I had hoped that we would find out his birthmother had chosen his name before giving him up.  Unfortunately, that was not the case.  Ivan was born on Sep. 28, 2009 and his parents signed away their parental rights on Sep. 30, 2009 when he was just 2 days old.  Our sweet son was given a very common name for an orphaned boy by the hospital.  He actually is not even referred to at his baby house as Ivan.  They call him Vanya, which would be like calling someone named John by Johnny instead.

After returning home, Derek and I quickly agreed that it never felt right calling him Ivan or Vanya while we were there with him.  After lots of thought and prayer we decided that his name would change, that we would CHOOSE a name for our son who has been CHOSEN!  We had always strongly considered Samuel as a middle name hoping we would keep Ivan.  Instead, Samuel will be his new name...the name that his mommy and daddy have chosen for him, the name that we believe God put on our hearts just for him! 

His middle name will be James.  That name was chosen because of 2 things.  We have been walking through and studying the book of Proverbs and James at our church and it has so changed my heart in so many ways.  I still can't believe how perfect the timing was to walk through James!  A dear family friend that is a faithful follower and lover of God is the other reason.  His name is James, Jim to Derek's family.  He even has a son adopted from Ivan's country.  I have never even met him, but from all the letters we receive from him and the way he has prayed and cared for my husband, I know him to be a man that loves the Lord and follows after Him and we respect him very much!

So there you have it.....our son's new name will be Samuel James Kramer!!!  So excited to see that in print!  It will be a transition for everyone to start calling him Samuel....that is the hard part.  And we know it will take awhile!  We plan on calling him Ivan Samuel for a while and then eventually dropping Ivan. 

So to celebrate the announcement of our son's new name, we have a little something to share.  I have been sooooo excited to share this.  We had been thinking and thinking about a t-shirt design and then one night Derek shared this image that he had in his mind.  It was an image of a little person drawn as Ivan in his country and then lots and lots of people in the U.S. pulling him home to us.  The main idea being that there have been so so many hands, so many people from all over that have helped to rescue our son.  There is NO way that we could have done this alone!  No way!  If you have prayed, helped, given in any way, you are a part of this beautiful redemption story and we are grateful!  So here it is:

FRONT

BACK

The shirts will be light blue with dark blue writing.  On one of the sleeves, it will have Samuel James and Ivan in parenthesis. 

Each shirt, regardless of size, will be $15.  We will have youth sizes small through large and Adult sizes small through X-large!  They are a "Modern Fit" meaning they fit a little more snug than a regular more boxy fitting t-shirt (keep that in mind when ordering). 

We tried to keep the cost low so that the shirts would be more accessible to more people hoping and praying that Ivan Samuel's story would be heard all over and people will be moved to ACT on behalf of all orphans, especially those that are born with special needs. 

You can send a check or order through the chip-in on our blog.  If you would like to got through RR (tax deductible) route, you can do that too.  This is the important part.  Please leave a comment or let me know that you have paid, how you paid and what sizes you need.  Obviously if you are not in my area, I will need a shipping address.  My email is karenpkramer@gmail.com.  With the start of homeschooling for the first time and a final court date and travel on the horizon, I could easily miss a payment if there isn't an email or comment that follows, so please don't forget that step.

I hope you all love the shirts.  The people that did the art have been awesome to work with.  Let me know if you want their name!  I have just loved seeing Derek's ideas in print....so much fun.  And I sure hope to see lots of people all over sharing how big God is and how He has used His people in the life of ONE CHILD!!  He continally blows me away!

I sure hope our next post is about me freaking out completely because we have travel dates and have to watch God provide, yet again, at JUST the perfect time!  Happy Friday....and weekend!!!

We Are Getting So Close!

Well, some fun news to share.  Unfortunately it isn't a court date...yet:)

First of all, Derek and I want to say that we are humbled beyond words.  I feel like we have said that so many times that it could become trite, but there is no other way that we can think to express our gratitude for the selflessness that we have been drenched in!

The other day I just happened to check our Reece's Rainbow family page and when I saw the amount, I had to do a double-take.  I immediately emailed Michelle (thanks Michelle:) and she sent me a list of new donors in July.  We had some dear friends give us $600 at the beginning of July, so that large amount we knew about.  (They were going to buy a new camera and God told them otherwise.  I still can't wrap my mind around that one.)  I had not expected to see the amount rise much after that because many of our friends have already given (and really sacrificed) and I have exhausted many of my pleas for help by way of FB and our blog. 

Honestly, the asking for money part is just plain hard and I feel like we have tapped people out. We have had neighbors give us money and donated items for our yard sale and friends hold yard sales in different states (including Ivan's warrior), and a friend donate time, money, and energy to do photography sessions and then donated ALL proceeds.  Immediately before our first trip to meet Ivan, we had donations coming from people all over and some checks were $300 or more, including a ridiculous donation from some friends that were in the midst of writing their own crazy ginormous checks for their own adoption.  We had a yard sale, sold gold (haha), a big event on FB, giveaways through our blog, and a HUGE music benefit and unbelievable silent auction that so many of YOU helped with.  I have contacted Chick Fil A about a spirit night and I have a couple of things that I am working on pertaining to grants.  We are trying to sell cars...yes that is plural:)  And I am sure that there are other things that we could be doing as well.  And forgive me if I have forgotten anything that you personally may have done for our son....my brain is a bit fuzzy!:) 

Unfortunately we are still not fully funded to travel once we get our court date, which should be very soon.  So at this point the "asking" feels even harder.  And because we are not "actively fundraising" I SURE did not expect our grant amount to go up!  But I should have trusted and known that God is working even when we are not.  He has been working on people's hearts and I have had NOTHING to do with that!!! 

Derek and I were shocked, completely shocked to find out that we have a list of donors from July, whom we HAVE NEVER MET, giving amounts ranging from $10 to $715!!!  Yes you read that right.  And while I have no way of knowing who you are, I want to say thank you!!  And if that wasn't enough, just days after finding that out, our friends donated another large amount.  We are just blown away.  God is spoiling us, beyond our wildest dreams, He is showing up in ways that I could not have ever imagined.  We are so undeserving of all the support that you have shown us and we feel so blessed and loved! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

So if that wasn't enough fun for you to hear all that God is doing, I will share a couple of other things.  

We have a name for our son!!!  There are some wonderful things surrounding his name and we can't wait to share.  But that will be a separate post.  And I am so excited to say that I met with the nicest guy yesterday and he is designing shirts for us to sell for the adoption.  They are going to be AMAZING!  My awesome husband (he is so creative) came up with a REALLY REALLY cool idea that illustrates how many hands and hearts have sacrificed and given to change the life of the cutest little boy whom you have never met...thousands of miles away!  Ivan's reality, without a family, would have been transfer to a really dark place with very little chance of survival.  We have seen the truth of this and know it to be true.  He is being rescued because of the obedience of many and ultimately because we serve a really HUGE God!!!  The art (the people doing the art are awesome...be glad to share info) on these shirts will hopefully be a way to share about the mission of God and His love for orphans in a really tangible way!

I will post about Ivan's new name later this week...YAY!  And I will be taking preorders for our adoption shirts...more to come on that later too.

We have started a new chip-in on our blog (not tax deductible...RR IS!!!) because the other one ended at the end of July.  I had hoped we would be fully funded by then.  We are about $10K away from what we need and that may be on the conservative side.  We owe our agency another $5,500 and then we have all of our travel fees including flights, visas, Ivan's passport, birth certificate, medicals, lodging, travel in country, etc...  We hope to use donated and personal miles for part of our flights next time so that could change how much we need.  Also, we could be in R***** for about 7 days together OR Derek could be with me for a few days and then I would be there for close to 3 weeks.  It all depends on if we get our 10 day wait waived...pray hard!!  That is why we aren't sure about how much we still need.  Like I said we are on the conservative side and the Chip-In is set for $8K.  We will update as we get closer to our goal!

Again...thank you for giving and for your time and energy and mostly your obedience!  Our family would not have been able to answer this call to rescue our son without you!!!

Stella Grace is 1!

I am so thankful, so very thankful for technology.  Tonight Derek was able to recover our pictures of Stella's Birthday party!!!  I had not realized that the pictures that I took on her actual birthday were on the card as well.  Had Derek not been able to recover them, we would have nothing!  I realize it may seem trivial to be so emotional over pictures when there are such bigger things going on around us, but for this seemingly small thing, I am so glad!

Now on to our baby girl's celebration!  We had such an absolutely wonderful time celebrating the first year of Stella Grace's life!!  Stella is such a fun little girl.  She has so much personality and is the happiest little munchkin.  To hear her cry could just rip your heart out because it just doesn't happen very often.  Although, she definitely lets herself be heard!  She rarely cries but has a very loud little voice. 

Stella loves to explore.  She is taking about 5 steps at a time right now and is all over the place, even conquering the stiars...yikes!  She is also really tiny, much smaller than her brother and sister were at that age, still wearing 9-12 month clothing.  But she is very strong....I guess all of our children are like their daddy in that gene department!  I was shocked about 2 weeks ago when she climbed up on Timothy's bed all by herself and she can climb up to the 2nd step on Emily's bunkbed ladder, though I try to discourage that!:) 

Currently she is trying to talk a lot.  Her favorite words right now are "dada" and "ni-night."  She also says a Korean baby word for food "MaMa", "all done", "Bear Bear" (our dog), "puppy", and "baby".  She is also signing the words please, more, all done, eat, diaper, water, and she blows kisses and loves to wave.  Recently everytime she wants her drink she does the cutest thing where she moves her tongue back and forth between her lips...oh my word, it is so cute! 

Most of all, Stella LOVES to laugh!!!  She is so playful and giggles all of the time.  I can just look at her with a silly face and she cracks up!  She is just such a joy and source of light in our family! Her brother and sister adore her and Derek and I are completely smitten.  Stella Grace has brought so much love and laughter and sweetness into our home!  I think about her first name a lot, which came from my great grandma Stella.  The first thing that comes to mind when I think about her is how sweet she was and it makes our Stella's name even more fitting!  Her great great grandma Stella would have just eaten her up! 

Stella's actual birthday was July 12 and I took the kids to the pool that day, which ended up being not very fun due to weather.  But we ended the day with dinner and SG's first ice cream cone...and she ate the WHOLE thing!  Did I mention that to be so petite, she LOVES to eat!?!  Stella's birthday party was the following weekend and we had so much fun.  We have wanted to do Korean BBQ for each of our children's first birthday parties, which always tend to be a bit bigger, and this time we finally did it.  Derek's mom worked so hard that afternoon and they were only here for 2 days.  Everyone loved it and it was a really fun time. 

Although we didn't have an official "Dohl" for Stella, which is the traditional birthday celebration for Korean children on their first birthday, we did the fun little part where we put different items out on a blanket and waited for Stella to crawl to something.  She chose the microphone (which is obviously a modern addition to a traditional ceremony) and it could not have been more fitting!  Emily chose a computer mouse and Timothy chose a ball....all very appropriate:)   And in case you are wondering or new to our blog, my handsome hubby is half Korean. 

We of course ended Stella's party with cake!  She loved that part, of course.  We were so thankful for all of the friend's that joined us to celebrate the first year of Stella Grace's life.  It was truly a fun day filled with lots and lots memories.  One of the funniest was when the balloons on Stella's highchair accidentally floated peacefully away and Timothy totally LOST it!!!  I had told him that he could have one when the party was over and his sleep deprivation mixed with the balloon escape put him over the edge (funny pic below:). 

With the soon addition of another big brother for SG, my heart is very very full!  Life with multiple young children is challenging, no doubt (and I sure hear this a lot..."wow you have your hands full!").  But I will say that this season of life is filled with truly seeing the goodness and grace of God Daily!  I am so flawed and have so much to learn about being a mom that chooses to seek the Lord and His wisdom and patience every day.  One of the reasons that I am so grateful for the gift of my children is that God uses their little lives to constantly put my sin and selfishness before me.  Without them, I would really be a mess.  The Lord uses them to change me and humble me on a daily basis. 

What a blessing to celebrate a whole year of health and blessings with Stella Grace!!!  We are thankful for her life and all she has brought to our family.  We love you Stella...you are one sweet little pumpkin!!

Now for the pictures...probably went overboard, but figured Stella doesn't get enough blogtime anyway so here goes:) 

Waiting on the thunder to stop so we can swim

First ice cream cone...she ate it ALL!

He is such a goofball!

This was so yummy!

SG's cake table (we tried to sneak one in there for her daddy too who had a bday just 4 days after hers)

Stella LOVES LOVES LOVES her daddy!!!

Could eat her up!

Emily sweetly holding our youngest guest, Gabe.

No words for this one....thank you Rebekah!  Her photography is simply amazing and she snapped this one (and others) for us!

Precious little girl!

Choosing the microphone.

Poor distraught little guy.

First cake...yummy!!!

My mom made these beautiful cake pops...so delicious!

What a mess she made!

Opening a few presents.  Her dress was a gift from Uncle Sean last Christmas.  I am still amazed that he picked it out.  She was so cute in it!

Happy Birthday Stella Bella!!!  You are SO loved!!!

Our Baby Girl Had a Fun 1st Birthday!...

too bad I can't show pictures to prove it.

As I loaded the SD card in the computer last night to post on sweet little Stella Grace's first birthday party, my heart sunk!  The computer kept saying that the card needed to be formatted.  What?  So I put it back in the camera to see what would happen....said the same thing.  I had just used the camera with that card the day before so I was baffled.  All to say that we think there is a good chance that the pictures from Stella's very first birthday are lost.  I honestly am trying to keep perspective about that but I really feel like I could throw up.

If anyone has ever had something similar happen and you have an idea of how to save or retrieve the pics, please le me know.  I am just sick about it and want so badly to have those memories of our baby girl's fun day!  Thanks in advance if anyone has any idea of how to help.

Missing This Sweet Face Today...

Looking forward to more of this...

and this...

and definitely this...

I really miss our boy today!  Derek was really missing him last night and watched video after video of him.  Good news is that our secondary dossier for court is hopefully getting sent to his country today!!!  Pray for a quick date to get scheduled and for the 10 days to be waived! 

And to my very thoughtful hubby...thanks for taking these precious pictures that I will always cherish!  They are such a gift!  I love you!!!

Stella Grace...Our Growing Girl!

It is hard to describe just how much love we have for this little girl!  And today our baby girl turned 1!!!

All day long, I kept thinking at different times what I was doing this time last year.  Since Stella's birth was a planned homebirth, it was a really special day.  It was an incredible day for our our family as a whole and it was filled with moments that I will always treasure. 

On July 12 last year, I found out that God made me really strong.  He made my body able to perform some really amazing things.  Things that I honestly never thought I could get through.  I also gained a new level of admiration for my husband as he literally had to be daddy, husband, nurse, everything!  I could not have made it through Stella's labor without him.  He is always my encourager.  I wasn't in a hospital with nurses and we were at home with all of our children and he was told sternly that I was not to get up unassisted for at least 24 hours.  He was wonderful!  He did everything he could have and more to make it an incredible experience. 

God gave us the sweetest gift in Stella Grace that day 1 year ago!  She is just an absolute pure joy.  My cuddly sweet Stella.  Her laugh is the cutest thing ever and she laughs all the time.  She is so smart and amazes us everyday with how she tries to talk and communicate.  She loves Emily and Timothy so much and boy is she ever a Daddy's Girl!  Just today she cried her eyes out when Derek left for work and handed her to me...the cutest thing!  I can't say enough how about what she has brought to our family.  I love thinking about who she will become and what her personality will be like later.  We are seeing little glimpses now and I feel like I just can't get enough of her.  She is a doll!

We have so many hopes for our baby girl!  We pray that her heart would turn to her Heavenly

Father at a very early age!  And that all of the ways that God has gifted her, Stella would turn back to Him for His purposes and glory.  I pray that she would be confident in who God has made her, yet extremely humble!  I pray that she would serve others joyfully and be absolutely reckless in her obedience to the Lord's plans for her.

Happy 1st Birthday to our precious little girl! Stella Grace you are such a sweet sister and daughter!  We love you immensely!

This is what we get to cherish with this munchkin on a daily basis! 

I can't even begin to imagine what the years to come with this little one will bring!:)

Home...

We are here.  And we are very tired.  I will share more later on our sleep "issues" while away...funny stuff.

It is good to be home and wonderful to see our children, who I might add are definitely "transitioning" to Mommy and Daddy being back!:)

Lots of laundry, playing with our munchkins, email catch-up, going back to work, grocery store, doctor appointments, fundraising, dossier work...lots going on.  I may be absent for a few days.  But we will be back and refreshed soon:)

Love to all of you and keep the prayers coming!!!  Oh and I have contacted the winners of the bigger giveaway items and will let you know in the next couple of days if you won  a necklace...there were 6 winners and I will post them hopefullly tomorrow.  Thanks everyone!!

At The Airport...Flight On Time!

Yay!  We are here...safe and sound!

Our flight is on time to leave Mos*** at 12:55pm while most of you all sleep.

Thank you so much for your prayers.  It is so bittersweet to leave, but I am dreaming of the day that we board this plane with our little munchkin!!!  God is good and so gracious!

Our time here has been amazing.  Yet, we are so excited to see our children and to hear the English language...haha!

Hope to be back in good ole R****a in no more than 8 weeks!!!

4am Here and We Need You To Pray!!!

Hey Everyone!

I am sitting in the hotel lobby and all I could think to do was ask you all to pray...

We have to drive to the Mos*** to catch our flight.  It is about a 6 hour drive.  We tried to check out at the hotel this morning and to our surprise, the banks CLOSE here at night (it's obviously the only thing that closes) and they couldn't run our card!!!  Thus we can't check out of the hotel until we pay. 

Derek just left with our driver to find an ATM and try to take out cash and I am here by myself in the lobby.  Please pray for our travel back home and that we get to the airport safely, that our driver would be alert, that Derek can get some cash out so we can leave, and that we can make our flight.  I will try to update before we leave!

Our Last Day With Ivan...We'll Be Back Soon!!!

We have lots of pictures today. I don't have many words though. 

Our time with Ivan was simply wonderful.  We really feel like even today that he was different with us, making the goodbye that much more difficult.  The last picture is one of Ivan's caregivers and it was a gift from the Lord that she was there with him today.  You can tell she really loves the children.  She has been there for 25 years. 

Here was our morning.

Please Pray for Us!

Well here we are...the eve of the night that we prepare our hearts to say goodbye, hopefully for a very short period of time.  It is such a strange feeling to be so excited to return home to our children yet so heavy hearted and burdened because we have no choice but to leave another of our children. 

Although, we will be here all day tomorrow, we will only get to see Ivan once in the morning.  The director and other staff are off because of the weekend and she has very graciously allowed us to come back one time without them being there.  We are grateful because I was not ready to say goodbye today.  Of course tomorrow won't be any easier. 

Please pray for us!  You could pray for the obvious, that we would be comforted. But, also please pray for our son!  We can really tell that even today he was responding very differently to us and we hate to leave.  We don't want there to be days where he is laying in a crib.  Also, please pray for his health, that he would remain well and strong until we return.  Finally pray that the remainder of the paperwork goes very quickly.  My goal is to have it sent back withink a week.  That means a lot of preparation and then a trip to the county clerk for county authentication and then to Nashville for Apostilles.  It will be a lot of work and time, all while getting back into the groove at home and loving on our babies, who we have missed immensely!!  The sooner we get home and get this stuff done, the sooner we come back for our son!  And finally pray for the remaining finances.  God will provide...He has been so faithful providing exactly what is needed at every turn!  Here is some of Day 4 with our son!:)

We could not be doing this without all of you!  Thank you for your support, your emails, prayers, donations, taking care of our children, your tears of joy...it has blessed us greatly and because of your sacrifice, we are closer to bringing Ivan home!